搬家好久了，有空欢迎来坐,l

 

 

上周在招商银行申请信用卡，没太在意他所谓的套卡意味着什么，结果连续给我来了n封挂号信，

 

我一共获得

 

招商双币VISA

招商双币MasterCard

msn卡

msn mini卡

三星信用卡

三星奥运国际卡

携程旅行信用卡

瑞丽信用卡

国航知音信用卡

 

一共——等等，让我查查——9张，招商到很信任我，每张开卡后能透4000RMB或等值美元一共36000，快赶上老夫一年的收入了，加上自己一张工资卡，一张网上银行卡，手头现在一共11张招商银行卡，赞~像我这样的”大客户“估计遍布整个理想国际。

 

现在座位上电话一响都紧张~害怕又是15F收发室那个熟悉的声音。“招商银行给您的挂号信到了，能麻烦下来拿一下么？”瞬间周围同情的目光迅速温暖了我。“哎，可怜的小崔。。”

 

这是什么？这就是加入WTO后中国的金融机构，我不知道也不关心X9后的发卡量带给了招商银行什么，我只知道一会我要打800电话一张一张的取消掉。

 

上帝保佑接线员足够耐心且声音甜美。。。

还是个A本

 

 

口哨...

 

      我以为再也不会了，但是这两天大家都又感觉到了毕业时的味道，在KTV无所顾忌的乱嚎，在小饭馆里肆无忌惮的八卦，还有望着一个人渐渐远去，不确定什么时候才能再见到他。心中涌起的一丝丝的伤感。。

      发张小图,给第一次上live留个记号,呵呵,真不是干这块的材料,可怜了美女主持jola..= =!还是上次客串摄象比较有感觉...hoho~~

      38节前的某月某日下班后与Sina28一干同仁在清华西门的小店FB,头一次去,小店不大,就几张桌子,装修也不是很出位,味道倒是挺特别的,平生头一顿饭全拿鱼填肚子,大家在一起聊聊天,扯扯蛋,喝喝酒,喜欢这可能更多是因为这种放松的心情吧.不过听肖mm说,要提前3天才能定到座位,小寒一个...

 

I've been down and
I'm wondering why
These little black clouds
Keep walking around
With me
With me

It wastes time
And I'd rather be high
Think I'll walk me outside
And buy a rainbow smile
But be free
They're all free

So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home

I look around at a beautiful life
Been the upperside of down
Been the inside of out
But we breathe
We breathe

I wanna breeze and an open mind
I wanna swim in the ocean
Wanna take my time for me
All me

So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home

So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home

So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home
So maybe tomorrow
I'll find my way home

Believe Me - Fort Minor
Yeah!

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just sayin
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey

Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got

You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else's around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen to me

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

[bridge]

[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Do what i have to do
You're on your own now believe me

What ever happens to you
You're on your own now believe me

What do I have to say
You're on your own now believe me

It's not gonna happen to me
You're on your own now believe me

Rise And Fall Craig David  - Slicker Than Your Average

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over, And it seems as though the writings on the wall, Superstar you finally made it, But once your picture becomes tainted, It's what they call, The rise and fall I always said that I was gonna make it, Now it's plain for everyone to see, But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners, Just casualties, I know that everything is gonna change, Even the friends I knew before me go, But this dream is the life I've been searching for, Started believing that I was the greatest, My life was never gonna be the same, Cause with the money came a different status, That's when things change, Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own, Blinded by all the pretty girls I see, I'm beginning to lose my integrity Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over, And it seems as though the writings on the wall, Superstar you finally made it, But once your picture becomes tainted, It's what they call, The rise and fall I never used to be a troublemaker, Now I don't even wanna please the fans, No autographs, No interviews, No pictures, And less demands, Given advice that was clearly wrong, The type that seems to make me feel so right, But some things you may find can take over your life, Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places, And there's nowhere left for me to turn, Been caught in comprimising situations, I should have learnt, From all those times I didn't walk away, When I knew that it was best to go, Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart, Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over, And it seems as though the writings on the wall, Superstar you finally made it, But once your picture becomes tainted, It's what they call, The rise and fall Now I know, I made mistakes, Think I don't care, But you don't realise what this means to me, So let me have, Just one more chance, I'm not the man I used to be, Used to beeeeeeeeeee Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over, And it seems as though the writings on the wall, Superstar you finally made it, But once your picture becomes tainted, It's what they call, The rise and fall END

Beautiful Ones

 

Artist:suede   

High on diesel and gasoline, psycho for drum machine
shaking their bits to the hits,
Drag acts, drug acts, suicides, in your dad's suits you hide
staining his name again,
Cracked up, stacked up, 22, psycho for sex and glue
lost it to Bostik, yeah,
Shaved heads, rave heads, on the pill, got too much time to kill
get into bands and gangs,
Oh, here they come, the beautiful ones, the beautiful ones

loved up, Doved up, hung around, stoned in a lonely town
shaking their meat to the beat,
High on diesel and gasoline, psycho for drum machine
shaking their bits to the hits,

Oh, here they come, the beautiful ones, the beautiful ones.

You don't think about it,
You don't do without it,
because you'e beautiful,
And if your baby's going crazy
that's how you made me,

la, la, la, la...

喜欢一个人,因为喜欢她眼睛的颜色,不过最近知道她人品不怎样.

 

但是,就象那道测试题

 

对另一个人的眼睛的记忆却是一片空白,我拼命的在脑子里寻找那种感觉.

 

没有

 

甚至是仇恨的也可以

 

也没有

 

...

 

 

 

把space换个样子:改了版式,加了首歌say u love me,填了一句****的话,感觉起来顺眼了点儿,希望心情也能换个样子,还要谢谢"figo deng"的Hello Kitty!!!^_^

 

 

一口气听完了周杰伦的新专辑:

 

 

２　３首歌猛串调．．．

 

下意识去baidu搜了一下＂周杰伦　剽窃＂，ft，还真不少．

 

-_-||

 

是真是假,只有周杰伦自己知道,好好听歌得了,受不了baidu贴吧里那帮人吵来吵去..

 

 

 

现在常常看到一些稍早些时候的电视剧，小说情节放到现在似乎已经不合理了，甚至可笑，只是因为一个简单的东西--手机的出现，人类的交流方式改变了，信息的交流受益匪浅，情感的交流却未能幸免，一些本该是内心掩藏的东西被逼着表达出来，已经失去的从前的那种味道，现在的小孩张大后说不定会这么教育他们才小学的孩子：“孩儿啊，你还小，不能现在就谈恋爱，我和你妈当年是高2下半学期的时候才在课堂上互发短信的！”。前一阵出于工作的原因，有时候十几分钟内必须要大略看上差不多上千条短信，无意中不小心也被逼看到了几个人的一点点隐私。。手机已经是人们情感交流的最重要的武器，也许“传纸条”这么tm浪漫的事在新一代的记忆中仅仅是一片空白。。

 

飞机是不是也属于这一类的东西？它使那种天各一方的思念变的抵不过一张打折机票的冲击，就象是几米画笔下的784533和763092生活在一个城市中，我们作为旁观者看着他们之间那飘忽的距离的时候是不是也被陷在这样一个盒子里呢？

 

想一想：我们是越来越近了，还是越来越远了呢？

不要哭了吗
该哭的人是我吧
你都坦白爱上了他
我有什么办法
我也同意啦
既然你提出想法
我们不要拖拖拉拉
就从明天开始吧
那就这样吧
再爱都曲终人散啦
那就分手吧
再爱都无需挣扎
不要再问我
怎舍得拱手让他
你走吧
到了记得要给我通电话
那就这样吧
再爱都要sayonara
再给抱一下
闻一闻你的长发
不要再哭啦
快把眼泪擦一擦
这样吧
再爱我有缘的话

快去把东西收拾一下
再耗下去都天亮啦
这里的钥匙你先留着吧
怕你有东西
假如你有东西忘了拿
那就这样吧
再爱都曲终人散啦
那就分手吧
再爱都无需挣扎
不要再问我
怎舍得拱手让他
你走吧
到了记得要给我通电话
那就这样吧
再爱都要sayonara
再给抱一下
闻一闻你的长发
不要再哭啦
快把眼泪擦一擦
这样吧
再爱我有缘的话

一直以来，自己的那点糟烂心情都是放到内存里的。不知道什么就丢得一干二净。

所以一直以来养成了“好了伤疤忘了疼”，“饱汉子不知饿汉子饥”等等优良品质。

现在想想也应该有一些放到硬盘里了，你说是吧。

偶而迸发出一些创作的冲动，也可以记录下来。供后人瞻仰，岂不妙哉！

调了半天的布局。之所以把照片放在上面因为我并不是一个善于用文字来表达自己的人，

再一个字里行间的我会有很多的自闭的影子，也不够真实。

偶尔碰到一张图片，一个场景可能更加能说明现在的状态。

 

就是现在还缺个相机，摸摸口袋里的几个“果子”（常州话：硬币），今年连一个消费级的都没戏了，更别提好一点的了。

 

最近老是失眠，总是感到有压力，感觉这么脆弱的自己已经很久没有出现了，时常想象某著名运动品牌（不写nike是因为不想给它免费做广告）的广告：

一条路上，一个自己对另一个自己说：再坚强一点，我相信你行的。

抛弃旧我，重获新生。改变就在你决定抛弃的那一瞬间。然而抛弃有谈何容易。

要达到这个境界，我可能就接近李老师的水平了。